Haha, I kinda dropped off the radar a little didn't I?

 Well, I'm back now and I'll try to be active ^_^ I've been working some stuff out! :)

Ever get that feeling when you are desperately trying to move one way, but you are being pulled the other?
Thats how I feel right now. Those that know me will know that while I'm a complete and utter theology and mythology WHORE, some pantheons and whatnot I look upon more favourably than others.

One such pantheon is the greek pantheon. I've loved the gods and their mythology since forever, but I've tried to look away and go elsewhere because of my path. They just don't fit together.

But I'm so tired of trying to ignore the greek pantheon when there is OBVIOUSLY a real connection there. I feel like I'm trying to ignore them and they keep ushing me back again and again.
So I was thinking today, what is stopping me from moving on? Seriously nothing. Closeness to my ancestors? That can move with me vey easily. There is nothing traditionally specific that I have emotional attachment to.

So, a change of path might be in order, it's been bugging me for months. Hopefully, It'll be a good move.

I'm not certain of anything yet. But this really HAS been eating away at me since august. I tried to re-assure myself it'd pass. But it just hasn't. Some things happened a while back too, which I tried to shut my eyes to. I think it was a mistake to do so.

I've been thinking about this and nothing else all week >.<

I think there might be spam bots on this site!!

People form 'kiss.fm' keep adding me. They don't really seem like real peple as they have very generic names and pictures and all their blog posts are 'PLEASE ADD MEEEEEE!' Etc.

 Anyone else had this?

This is some freaky shit, I mean it.

Okay, so I'm listening to my podcasts, and I hear the doorbell ring. The person is at the front door.
I'm reluctant to open the door because I'm home alone and nobody we know personally goes to the front door.
While I'm debating this the guy walks past the window and see's me, so I assume he is going to come to the back door. I stand in the kitchen with the key and wait for him to come round y'know. Theres a small expanse of wall between the door and the window (a meter, literally) and I loose sight of him as he walks round this wall (literally for about 5 seconds).
He dosen't come round, so I assume he's left, I look up the driveway to see if he's walking away, he isn't there. So I think 'wow, he walks fast' and scan the street, HE ISN'T ANYWHERE.

An old man (or even a runner) cannot go up the drive, along the road and round the corner in five seconds. I would have seen him.
I opened the door and went outside and he JUST WASN'T THERE.

A MAN...DISAPPEARED. Yes, I sound like i'm talking shit and he must have just walked fast. But I know the layout of my driveway. HE COULDN'T HAVE DONE SO.
Now i'm freaked out. All this morning I've been seeing people walking past the window out of the corner of my eye. Every time I never see them go up the drive. I either assumed they were a paper boy ( 5 or 6 paper boys in one day?) and that I was at a funny angle to the drive and so could see them walk away or it was a bird.

I'm scared. Quite frankly.
I even called my mom to tell her and she says 'is he lurking in the garage?' I told her he didn't go past the door. She couldn't say anything else about it.

Not skeptic anymore.

Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything from the house I live in to my favorite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as an entry. That way you get to know a little bit about my life.

If you want to do this in your journal, pass it on!

 

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